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Go to www.youtube.com under Carlitos Chale.

We made this video for my mom.. its my sister dressed up as her twin "Carlitos" who lives in Juarez.

Omg.. until now its had 127 views since yesterday...

Its amazing though, in 20 yrs from now i could look it up and see us.. the days when i still lived at home and did creative things for my mom on Mom day.

She said later that night "it wont be the same when you move out :(".

I also took pictures of me and the kiddos to make a heart.. and of course bought her flowers.

:)

Im tired of being anxious for things to happen.
I need to just relax and things will happen on their own time. not mine..
I mean.. things right now are great! so why do i keep worrying about tomorrow.
idk.. i just need to enjoy right now.

When i was little i couldnt wait to grow up.. and now i regret being so anxious to grow up.. I should have enjoyed it just a bit more.

Now.. im grown up and i need to take my own advise.

so im totally sick right now. i think i have a stomach virus, which sucks! my whole family is sick with it too.. talk about contamination!

finally done with the christmas shopping.. yay me.

im looking forward to this next year.. hopefully things will get going.

getting married
job as bp agent
season 2 in roller derby
.. possibly moving out lol
idk grown up stuff..
travel
visit my dad more
well see.. all in Gods hands.
gaining one more year of love with my one and only :).. soon to be 6yrs!.. crazy how im still in love with my best friend..

bleh.. so i dont know what else to write, so.. bye lol

Roller Derby Rocks.. i love it! :)
Ready for Season 2

Im really digging Adele Right now.. i think she has an amazing Voice! and the piano.. eeek. i love that combo.. I especially like the song Someone Like You.

I cried the first time i heard it.. its been a while since i was at a point like that.. it was like a flashback. I just love her music right now :)

Thought i should remember this haha..

Toodles

Sometimes i wonder what could have been

So, this past weekend was aaawwwweeesssooommee!!. I had to volunteer at this festival that El Paso was having.. omg. it was fun!. my shift was from 9am-1pm. i didnt doo too much.. just helped put flyers up. moved some tables from point a to point b and counted the people that came in. I had to leave for a couple of hours because we had a little shindig at le chuckie cheese for my littler brother Paul. He turned 3. I got him a play tent of toy story 3 and he loves it! the other day we spent like 30 minutes in there just talking. I love him. He is the sunshine in all of my days.. and hes the coooliest kid in town. He loves to dance and sing.. i wouldnt doubt he becomes a singer or something. After le chuckie cheese, we went to Neon Desert. I got to see Dirty Vegas, and best of All CSS!!!! (cansei de ser sexy (which means tired of being sexy)) you dont understand how excited i was to see them! i kinda found them out when i was 17.. so my favorite band from BRAZIL playing right before my eyes! i was beyond thrilled! and i had a blast!! listening to them. I also got to hear a bit of mstrkrft (mastercraft) and omar rodriguez (guy from the mars volta) overall i thought it was a huge success.. They did a great job! and it has gotten thousands of positive reviews about 11 thousand attended. I cant wait for next year.. for sure im going all day! on sunday we had a little pool party at sonias house (la patrona) one of my derby sisters.. that was fun too! its pretty sweet that i got to meet these women.. they are amazing. each one is different and has a different background and history.. its amazing that we can all come together and kick butt in roller derby lol.

So... oh yeah!
Osama Bin Laden Is DEAD!. this quote from Martin Luther King sums up on what my thoughts are on this event.

"I mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that"- martin luther king jr.

I dont know.... something just seems fishy about it all. 

So Lately.. especially towards work i have had this negativity thing going. Its mostly i think my co-workers. Im not one to talk trash about people and this is not a rant about them. They are both very good at their job and i have much respect for them. But im kinda getting fed up with their playfullness about things towards me. And ive realized that.. no matter how much you might just be joking around.. words are said. Our mind doesnt just brush off comments because you JK. I think its the reason why we just dont like to work. How would you feel if everyword you hear wether it be a joke is negative. One of my co-workers is even thinking of just quitting.. shes tired of her job and stuff. And i think its more because of the way we treat eachother.. I know i know.. well what am I saying. Yeah i guess im negative too.. only because.. when its more people being negative.. you just tend to give up and follow the vibe. It doesnt help that they both are the same horoscope so they both kinda have the same attitude.. Bleh. Thats just how i feel about work.. BLEH. So thats it for today.. this Tuesday. ill write more later.